Life

Oh what an interesting time of year it is. Perhaps more so what an interesting time in one's life it is. Everything seems perfectly clear the for one moment, and then the following one it's as clear as mud. I certainly do hate mud, to be sure. I think I have some supreme moment of clarity and then the next I'm more confused than ever.

It can be so frustrating sometime --not being able to say what I want to say. Painful sometimes, but then again, I know well enough that it is ultimately for the best that we, as people, don't always say what we want to say. The things that people say hurt others. Experienced that recently, to be sure. I wonder sometimes what's the point of it all...but, I guess that's just the nature of life pretty much. I wish...I don't know what I wish. I just wish my brain would bend and learn to function with what I've been given instead of chasing after possibilities and desires. Especially the entirely impossible variety.

In other news, has the dollar sign ($) always only had one crossing line? I've always been putting two through it. Has my entire life been a lie?! I just discovered this travesty because on my keyboard there is but one slash through the symbol, and the symbol typed out on the screen also confirms this!